Lord, I don’t know what to feel now. I just don’t. Lord please just grant me the simplest gift right now. Humility. Lord, I am lost at this moment. Not knowing what to feel Lord, I come to you. Lord, you are not my last resort, but rather you are my first confidante. Lord, I promise I will try my hardest Lord to stay calm and believe. Lord I believe. In me. In your power. In us. Lord, I love you. Please Lord, grant me a sound mind and spirit. Lord I know that I can do this and I know Lord that I’ve been down. That I wasn’t entirely confident. That I don’t know what I did. That I let pride get the best of me. Lord, please. I love you Lord with all my heart. Your will, Lord. Thank you. Lord please. :’( :’) AMEN. *closes eyes*

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